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Saturday, March 24, 2012


I've pretty much been sick since August. I know I've posted about being sick a couple times (and the kiddo being sick too, but that's a different kind of sick). I'm nauseas. Diarrhea. Vomiting. All the time. It'll start with one day out of nowhere I'll be sitting at my desk at work and the nausea starts. I try to ignore it, drink some water or eat something. But it doesn't go away, it only gets worse. Before I know it I'm in the bathroom shitting my brains out (TMI, I know). Then I'm thinking to myself, "Oh maybe I just needed to poop". Nope. Not too long after I'm back in the bathroom and it's coming out the other end. I'm completely feeling like death at this point and incapable of doing anything, even caring for my daughter when I get home from work. Since Husband has been out of town, I'll call someone, anyone, to come help with her while I lay on the couch in misery. The next day I'll still feel like shit (and be shitting), but at least I'm not dying or throwing up. Then I basically feel like crap, but managable crap all week or two. I'll get a break somewhere in between where I'll feel normal. Then a week or two later it starts again.

There's something wrong with me. I don't know what it is, but I KNOW there's something wrong. I'm lathargic, nauseas and all around feeling yucky all the time. Not only that, but did you know that I STILL get PUPPPS rash every month when I ovulate? Yep. And I can.not seem to lose weight. I've been doing Weight Watchers for 8 weeks now. I've been staying within my points, and I don't use my weekly points. I've been all around eating a LOT healthier. Haven't been able to really work out much due to not feeling well, but do you know how much weight I've lost? In 8 weeks? 3 fucking pounds. You'd think with the healthy eating plus the whole not being able to keep much food in my body would equal weight loss, right? Wrong. This can't be normal.

Tomorrow I have a doctor's appointment. I'm sure they won't listen to me. I'm sure they'll prescribe me some medicine for nausea and send me on my way, but I need to be stern. I need to tell them that they need to send me to some sort of specialist, or run some tests for God sake.

Oh and on a side note, my poor princess can't catch a break either. She went her longest streak since October - 4 or 5 weeks without getting sick. But then the weather went from 80 degrees to 50 degrees literally over night, and BAM! She gets another cold. :(

On another note: Cailin's 15 months now. I need to get to that post, but work is insanely busy and with being sick and all, I haven't had the time or energy.

I'll leave you with a picture, since I hate pictureless posts.

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